haha. made this sudden trip back to sn yesterday. it was super last minute cos it was decided on the day itself. actually i planned to go back with louise to visit our section cos we heard that the new sec ones were there. but i ended up spending most of my time with them instead. -points to the photo- jocelyn was there too but she left early.. haha they're crazy people man. laughed so much like never before. okay la actually it's because i haven't been laughing alot since jc life started. anyway, heard that the band improved! yay, hope you guys will do well for syf yeah :) and we had a nice long chat with ms quek till rather late. and she lompang us in a cab to amk station cos it was alrdy 8 and there was no sign of buses. haha she's still as caring and sweet as ever :D

band was okay today. went to have lunch at mos with mt after that. oh man we were recalling about what happened on SYF 2005. it was such a memorable day that i missed every single part of it :/ the two songs that we played (singapore rhapsody and el camino real), the feeling of anxiety and happiness before & after the results were announced, the fun we had when we went to celebrate after that and of course all the hard work we've put in through the past few months. i can remember how bonded we were. i simply loved those days. how i wish i can turn back time and enjoy these wonderful moments again :) well, i don't think i will have that kind of feeling again. HAI.
went shopping with my mum after that :) the reason why i like to shop with her is because i don't have to spend my own money. wahahahaha XD bought quite alot of stuff. think i'm almost done with cny shopping alrdy. yay man.

btw, hooray to singapore for beating msia! i was watching the entire match so nervously, especially the penalty part. haha.




thanks to all my friends who cared about me. i'm so glad i have all of you there for me :)

i am bored. well, tkd's fun today. did quite alot of kicks. think it's gonna help in my sit and reach real alot. haha okay i think i better get back to work. sian i've got so much stuff to do :/ and i have to go to school so early tmr to play for morning assembly! haiiii. anyway sorry princesses i won't be able to meet you all this saturday :( but enjoy yourselves alright? <33






you have changed too much.
or maybe you are already like that last time, just that i don't realise it.
i feel like a fool.

disappointed.

okay fine i'm here to blog -_- haha i've been so busy nowadays. either busy with school or busy going out. anyway, went out with RU and WEI today! oh man dearies i miss you all so much :) okay the first place we went was the urban warehouse?! oh before that this guy tapped me and said hi with his dad. i was quite shocked cos they could like still remember me. they were actually from the same tour group as us in TW. the guy asked if i can remember his dad. of course i can remember cos it's like less than a month since i last saw them what. and stupid ru and wei started thinking that he's my bf or smth.. aiyooo eh. okay nevermind, back to the point! then they started to shop for all the stuff (i shan't mention what are those..) which are so kiddy! O_O oh man and they can like look at them for so long! even the shopkeeper also kept staring at them loh. erps. after that we went to the shoes section. actually the purpose was actually for me to buy a pair of slippers. but in the end, they bought a pair each for themselves instead -_- like what the..... haha then we went to eat at some nearby foodcourt. the food was quite horrible :/
next we went cine to take neos! :D the neoprint machine price like going up higher and higher everytime. we abit paid 11 bucks. and there's this infra-red function which can send the neos from the machine to your phone. it's damn cool but i dunno how to use it lah, so wasted :X nevermind i will learn :D went to pierce my third hole after that! i think my reaction after the thing went through my lobe was rather stupid. haha cos after the 'pop' sound, i was silent for awhile cos the pain's not there yet. then suddenly there was this burning sensation (okay it sounds wrong, haha) and i turned to ru & wei and said OUCH.
and finally our last stop was far east! again i wanted to buy my slippers there but i didn't cos... i don't like the price lah haha. bought many pairs of earrings and a shirt instead. and we saw the main singer from superband, J3 there. oh man he's like damn fair lah. abit scary though :/ haha. then went to this fashion and wei bought her piao piao skirt there.
okay that's the end of our day today :D though it's quite short, only a few hours, but i certainly enjoyed every minute spent with you all :) and hopefully i will be able to see the rest of the princesses next week :) we need to do some catching up. haha.

:/

well that's all i can say.



i'm surviving.
please tell me i'm making the right decision.
go yizhen :)

ran 2km for pe today. abit they're starting to prepare us for cross-country already, which is about one and a half months later. 3.3km O_O and it's compulsory. but at least it's better than the guys lah. they have to run 4.8km wahaha. okay i'm so mean. and my maths tchr was so.... zzz today. hai i want ms quek!!! i miss all her nagging man :////
going for taekwando trials tmr! hahaha i can't even like kick 90 degrees straight loh. bet i'll throw face again. but nevermind, i just want another cca other than band. i don't want band to dominate my life fully again. but anyway, to vivian and mao: join band lah HAHAHAHA XD whoo okay. i guess that's all for today. think i will not be able to meet you people this week, so take care everyone! loveee :D

if you think that by using all the vulgarities on me will only make you satisfied, fine, by all means say all you want. you are so insensitive. i'm so sick of hearing you say all the f words. though it's not like i haven't said it before, but it's because you said THAT very sentence which made me damn pissed that i chose to say it back to you. okay i know it's very wrong so i shall take back whatever harsh words which i used just now. sorry people :/ i shall not be so childish and downgrade myself to be like him. this whole thing is just so stupid.



anyway, to mao and wei: thanks for your concern, i promise i will be better tomorrow okay? sorry if i was rather dao in the chats. but haha don't worry lah. i still love you all :)

band today was much better than it was on wednesday, except for the part where i accidentally spoilt the tuning slide and have to pay for it. dots. there goes my next week allowance.. RARRGH. how suay can i be :/ and abit after prac, the left side of my butt hurts like hell can. i think it's because i blow too hard. but where got this kind of logic one?! aiya whatever lah haha. anyway took bus 31 to tampines with mieoteng to meet xinru after that. actually we were supposed to jog at the stadium, but cos it was still raining, we decided to shop and eat instead ;D wahaha what failures man. and thanks hor, dear xinru came one and a half hours late O_O by the time she arrived, we already walked the whole of tampines mall and half of century square lah. but nevermind cos she treated us to ice cream later! haha. then i was so bloated that i decided to walk home from the mrt station. not a bad exercise actually :) okay i gotta leave for my grandma's house now. byeeee :D

my skin is peeling. so gross can. okay finally i found myself a day to come online! cos it's like every morning i have to wake up so early to go to sch myself. especially today. abit i woke up at 520am can. never has it been so early for me before. haha i'm so spoilt lah i know. hm so far all the lectures and tutorials are still okay. can still sleep abit while the teacher is talking. haha. my econs teacher was so boring today. he was like talking to the wall cos nobody answered his questions. and worse still, he looked as if his mind was elsewhere. and basically we all dont understand what he's talking about. ohwell. but econs still seem quite interesting lah. afterall it's a totally new subject. and abit we have to write an essay during the very first period of GP lesson?! argumentative essay somemore. ahhhh i hate writing all these. siannn. anyway after school, part of our class went to TK shopping complex for bowling! we played two games. haha my ball kept rolling into the long gang! it's so embarrassing when the guys beside us were like striking almost every time.

okay i shall come to the main point. band prac on wed was damn damn damn horrible. it's like everyone around you can play and sight-read so well while you're like lost somewhere in space. the feeling's really very very terrible. i felt so stressed playing with them! especially when i cant even play properly already, needless to say all the super chim scores. the syf set piece was still okay leh. but when it comes to the choice piece, i almost fainted when i saw it. oh my, their standard is like ten times better than st nicks. and i stumbled on almost every bar. haha thanks man. my face like dunno throw to where already. abit after practice, me, tracey, huiqing, crystal, mieoteng and melissa (who thanks hor, slipped off early to escape) started complaining about the stress. okay we are all the throw-faces of st nicks band lah. even the cedar people complained too! and i got two stupid ulcers after playing. cos my braces pressed on my inner lips too much. painnn. i wonder how am i going to survive tomorrow. the worse thing to do is to go back to school on a saturday. hai. actually i dont really know if i'm making the right decision. i'm like complaining so much here. nevermind we shall see how tomorrow goes. i'm glad that at least louise will be going :) yay. *crosses fingers*


OH MAN my mind's so filled up with band stuff that i forgot to mention about yesterday! went back to SN to meet up with my dear friends :D it's so happy that we can be back together again :) so sad joanna didn't come.. next time you must must come okay! :) it's like i just saw all of them yesterday and right now i'm missing their presence already :/ cant believe it's so fast. but nevermind, we will still be able to see each other for the many days to come yeah. i know we will :)

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whoo~ first day of lessons today! had chem, maths and econs lectures. it was still OKAY lah. just that i keep wanting to fall asleep. and it's so frigging cold everywhere can. i better bring my jacket tomorrow if not i will become ice alr, WAHAHA -_-

had mass dance at suntec yesterday! before that we were all playing at east coast park. and i got sunburnt like hell O_O i'm like some cao da freak now. haha in fact everyone got sunburnt too. but it was fun! dunking people into the sea and playing all the games.. and it's actually the last day of orientation :( boohoo i want to play more! anyway the mass dance was...... abit we forgot the steps then everyone was like looking around and trying to follow the others. in the end we were a few beats or more behind. hahaha. and we started running around the fountain like what the TJ people did. screaming and cheering along the way. madness. oh yes! i wanna say a BIG thank you to wanyin, christina, vivian and ah mao for making that special trip to come down to support! i was really very touched :)) sorry i didn't have much time to entertain you all and sorry for making you all go home so late! but wo zhen de hen kai xin cos can see you all again :) and also, thanks to ruuu and weiii for the very sweet msges :)) haha xie xie ni men <3

oh mannnnnn there's band practice tomorrow and i can't even like play a scale properly?!?! stoopid braces luhhh. and the dentist even warned me not to put too much pressure on my teeth. kill me please i'm scared!!!! i think i won't have face tomorrow alr. AHHHH ://////

three days of orientation is over! have been so tired during the past two days. cos after orientation we'll go for og dinner and abit when i reach home, it's already around nine plus to ten. then i will just bathe and sleep. haha. but overall it's quite fun lah. the OGLs were super enthu :)) did super alot of cheers and played alot of games. so happy i learnt alot of stupid and irritating games. next time can go irritate those who dont know.. WAHAHAHA XD <how many meh mehs jumped over the wall?> and of course many many more :D there are like 6 mass dances to learn? actually i cannot remember anyone of them leh haha. too many already.
yay, we're going to east coast park to play on monday! and on that night we will be doing mass dance at suntec! think i'll just malu myself lah. i dont even know how to dance properly can. wahaha.

anyway, went back to ST NICKS for cca fair today! i really miss st nicks alot ): was so happy when i saw my friends there. and the band too. tried to play the trombone but guess what, i can't even play a B flat scale smoothly?! abit i play halfway then the sound just dies away no matter how much air i use. and it's super painful cos of my braces :/ oh man i think i will die for band practice in vj. DIEEEEEEEEEEE. really hope that i will get used to it and play properly again very soon. hai :(
then tried to find the teachers. we saw miss khor, miss tan, wu lao shi and of course, MISS QUEK! heard that st nicks will be moving to toa payoh next year? oh man i think when we go back next year, we wont have that sense of belonging alr cos it's like a new environment? erps saddd. and i heard their new principal's young and nice :)) they're so lucky man.
after that, me, viv and mao cabbed to town to meet yin and chris! then they all started talking about what happened in their jc.. haha. it's so nice to be back tgt again to listen to their long long stories :D i really hope we can go out as one entire group again! really miss you guys alot :/
left early to go for church at expo. anyway ru you know when i saw you i suddenly felt that i have so much, so much things to tell you. haha. i guess that's what happens when i never see you for so long lah.. :)
okay i think that's all for today. I MISS ST NICKS SO MUCH, REALLY HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN SOON YEAH :) LOVE!

can't believe tomorrow's the first day of school! i'm looking and not looking forward to it. abit have to go to school myself... stupid brother. haha nvm. shall see how long i will take. anyway, had section bbq today! with valerie, yeewen, andrea, denise, regina, esther, louise, cheng mei, weiping. bix and wendy were there too! miss them loads! :))) so sad joannah didn't come, if not it would be a complete section :) and i came the latest :/ wahaha we had a hard time trying to build a steady fire. fanned like hell until the paper plates which we used got holes la. hahaha the entire scene was damn hilarious. then in the end we decided to burn tissue papers so the fire will be bigger. haha actually not a bad way leh. just that will have alot of ashes only. and i breathed in so much bad air. zzz. haha ohwell. i love my section :D
okay i'm so anxious about what's gonna happen and who i will be seeing tomorrow. just hope everything goes well la.. XD

NA-RU-WAN! wahaha i learnt this word during my trip. it means hello in some tribe language. anyway, it feels great to be back here again! :D felt abit weird spending christmas and the last day of the year in tw. hahaha. and abit people don't celebrate christmas in tw one lah. they just treat it like some other normal day. ohwell. but i had a fun time yesterday! went for the new year countdown at TAIPEI 101. oh man i tell you it's so frigging crowded. everyone's like rushing there to watch the fireworks. we left our grandparents' house at around 10 and walked for around 40 mins there. and it's already so crowded when we reached. had to squeeze in like hell to get a good spot to watch. but the fireworks were DAMN PRETTY! :DDD everyone just goes WAHHH and WHOOO when each set of fireworks was displayed. super cool man :) i love fireworks!
alright i shall go back to talk about my trip. it was definitely fun :D and enriching too. and i wanted so much to see ru there. cos my brother met his friend there, which made me keep thinking that i might be able to see ru too. but i didn't :/ i think it's because my entire tour schedule was changed at the last minute. zzz. ohwell. no fate? hahaha no lah jkjk XD
we travelled around the entire country within six days. and changed hotel every night. my favourite hotel is PARK VIEW HOTEL! wahaha my primary school's name XD the room's like super duper big and there are alot of facilites there too! such as gym, squash court, table tennis area, pool tables, indoor rock climbing and a super big pool and garden! so cool man. we even went to do workouts in the gym before and after dinner. and played abit of pool, table tennis and squash. haha i love this hotel loads :)) oh and there was the earthquake. i think we were so heng lah. we left the gao xiong place a day before the earthquake struck. but i feel very sad for that family leh. poor thing :/

there was a day when we stayed at a SPA hotel. actually i wanted to enjoy the wen quan there one loh. but, like how ru says, SOMETHING HAPPENED. so i could not pao anymore. so suay can. sob. i might not get another chance again. ohwell. but after that we went to sing karaoke with our tour group. my brother and i were forced to go up to sing PENG YOU with two other guys in front of everyone. abit i cannot even pronounce the words properly cos of my braces. i sounded super awful. even my brother says so. haha diu lian diu lian. oh ya, about the people in this tour, they are all super nice and friendly! and funny too! had a great time being with them. on the last day, i even felt abit she bu de having to leave them :/
after leaving our tour group, we went to our grandparents' house to stay for the remaining days. actually we just spent those few days eating and shopping. nothing much lah. sometimes will stay up quite late to watch tv. there are like 100 over channels there lah. here only like got less than 10?! without scv. erps. oh and our auntie and uncles were super generous with their money. they keep treating us to eat at restaurants and buying stuff for us. so nice of them :))
actually this trip could be considered a total fun if it's not for THAT incident. thinking of that makes all my hair stand. abit i almost got beaten up by some gangster guy. aye. shuo lai hua chang. shall try to erase that scene off my mind!
all in all, i still enjoyed this trip lah. and i have a new craze over a certain kind of cartoon pig now! dunno what's that pig called. whatever lah haha.
okok. i shall stop talking about my trip. post too long very boring one i know. haha. and i just knew today that i have to choose my sub combi by tmr!! ahhhhhh till now i still cannot make up my mind on what to take. si ah. i shall now go ponder what i should really take. TATA!

LOVE ALL :)